inspiring

His eye is on the sparrow

2008-04-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

feel hopeless an desperate? dont worry about tomorrow because He's the One who will take care of you. His eye is on the sparrow, and i know He watches me ..

Why should I feel discouraged, why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely, and long for heav’n and home,
When Jesus is my portion? My constant Friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

Refrain:
I sing because I’m happy, I sing because I’m free,
For His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

“Let not your heart be troubled,” His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness, I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth, but one step I may see;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

Whenever I am tempted, whenever clouds arise,
When songs give place to sighing, when hope within me dies,
I draw the closer to Him, from care He sets me free;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

http://www.hymnsite.com/fws/hymn.cgi?2146
http://synergy_2.tripod.com/lyrics/sparrow.html

bila ku melihat

2008-03-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

if i look back to what He did to me, i just cannot believe that its happened to me. God has his wonderful ways of doing things. it is like a jig saw puzzle. you will not know what God has in store for you. until the last piece of jig saw puzzle is put in place. then you see the full picture of his promises. and that he has kept his promises.
He's so good. full of surprises and laugh. it was not my power or strength.
it was not because of my kindness or because i worth of it. it was Him all alone.

psalms 56:8 says :
record my lament; list my tears on your scroll, are they not in your record?

bila ku melihat
pdt. dr. ir. niko njotorahardjo
taken from : hadiratMu membawa kesembuhan

bila ku melihat apa yang Kau buat
di dalam hidupku ini
hanya air mata, tanda sukacita
mengalir di hidupku

ku bersyukur, ku bersyukur
atas kebaikanMu Yesus
ku bersyukur, ku bersyukur
atas kasih setiaMu

i'd like to visit the jungle to hear the lion's roar

2008-02-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

i heard this song repeated by ernie in about 1990, sesame street - the kids program on tv. ernie and i, we have same dreams .. visiting new places, strange places. try and explore new things in new ways. i always want new things in my life.

and today, feb 5 2008, i'd like to visit the jungle to hear the lion's roar :)

i don't want to live on the moon
written by jeff moss
1978 festival attractions, inc. (ascap)
sung by ernie (jim henson), the sesame street

well, i'd like to visit the moon
on a rocket ship high in the air
yes, i'd like to visit the moon
but i don't think i'd like to live there
though i'd like to look down at the earth from above
i would miss all the places and people i love
so although i might like it for one afternoon
i don't want to live on the moon

i'd like to travel under the sea
i could meet all the fish everywhere
yes, i'd travel under the sea
but i don't think i'd like to live there
i might stay for a day there if i had my wish
but there's not much to do when your friends are all fish
and an oyster and clam aren't real family
so i don't want to live in the sea

i'd like to visit the jungle, hear the lions roar
go back in time and meet a dinosaur
there's so many strange places i'd like to be
but none of them permanently

so if i should visit the moon
well, i'll dance on a moonbeam and then
i will make a wish on a star
and i'll wish i was home once again
though i'd like to look down at the earth from above
i would miss all the places and people i love
so although i may go i'll be coming home soon
'cause i don't want to live on the moon
no, i don't want to live on the moon

Joy in the journey - by John Paul Jackson

2007-02-23T01:44:00.000-08:00

Joy in the journey : Being content in your circumstances - by John Paul Jackson
taken from BES weekly news, Sept 02 2007

Much is changing in the body of Christ right now. I am sure that all of you have felt the strains, twists and tears of these changes.

It is very much a birthing process: There is pain, confusion, effort, frustation. We are feeling the agony; many of us are experiencing great uncertainty as we prepare for huge life changes. Once we leave the womb and are born into this new season, we cannot return to the old season, no matter how warm and welcoming we remember it being. What was safe before is not safe now. Depending on our circumstances and our approaching level of change, we can be terrified. At the very last, we can be horrifically overwhelmed.

In this process, if we are not anchored to God and what He's told us, we could be swept away by the torrent and lose faith that God is in control, that He is looking out for us.

The importance of living in your change

This is why it is important for us to truly embrace these changing times. It is here in transitional states, when we have no clue, no saving account and nothing to fall back on, that we grow in HIM in leaps and bounds, more than we might have been able to grow in the past 10 years. as you've probably heard before, the night is the darkest just before the dawn. We usually learn more from 10 days of agony than 10 years of contentment.

So it i important to actually experience change. How does it feel? Why does it feel like that? For a moment, ignore the dark, and figure out what is actually good about the situation you're in. Make a list. Write it down. Increase your faith and hold on because change is coming, and if you do not lose your faith, you wil emerge victoriuos and resplendent on the other side. When GOD changes His children and their life perceptions, HE will always bring them promotion, finance increase, deeper relationship and/or an abiding peace that all is well in His hand.

Contenment in all circumstances

Paul instructed us to be content in whatever circumsances we found ourselves in (Phillipians 4:11-13). This isn't restricted to just being peaceful when you're broke or not complaining when you're sick; its true of right now. When was the last time you took a moment to realize your happiness? If you cannot find one thing to be happy about in your life right now, I'd venture to say that the problem's with you and not because your circumstances are so dire.

If we get caught up in always looking forward to whats coming, we'll see a lot of the skyline but miss the many miracles and beautiful things that are happening in our lives right now. Life is truly beautiful, even in the dark.

At the end of my life, I'd like to be able to look back and say that I've love this journey. That it was worth it. That i remember the details, the little nooks and crannies that made it an adventure. That i remember what it smelled like, taste like, felt like and how it handled. This is what it means to be content in your circumstances.

We normally dont realize how much we're missing until we've successfully navigate our change. All of sudden, the change has happened; its over and we're left with the difference. I dont know about you, but I want to be left with satisfaction, too. I want to be left with details and the reasons and the overwhelming awareness of God's hands in the small thins. I want to know His presence in the whispers and His laughter in the midst of the storms. This is what happens when we embrase change and dont just try to survive it.